Hello beautiful person. Welcome to my little spot on the internet. I hope you have been enjoying it so far. I made my blog in August 2011. I am Lisse a 15 year old girl from a small town with big city dreams. I want to travel the world, sing, read and write books and find happiness. I’m slightly obsessed with Demi Lovato and I have a huge crush on Harry Styles ♥♥♥.

I made so many friends on tumblr. In the beginning I couldn’t even remember their names. Right now I just have a few. Because you learn who your true friends are and who are there for you and the ones who you better let go. Of course we grew up too and some people deleted their tumblr and some just found something else. I lost friends too. They have a very special place in my heart and I pray and think about them everyday.

People on tumblr are special people. We are here for a reason. We can be whoever we want to be. It’s a place where we can escape reality for a while. Why am I here? For different reasons. I am here to inspire people. To tell them everything will be okay. I personally know it feels so good if there’s someone out there to tell your story to without getting judged. That’s why I am here. So people can tell me their stories and I can tell them mine. No matter what you go through. An eating disorder, self harm, depression or even a break up. I will be here. 

I have dealt with an eating disorder and self harm for a while. I have been struggling since I was thirteen. Later I also got panic attacks which are under control now. I can’t really tell you how it all started. I’m better now, for sure. But it’s still there in my head. I still think about it everyday and I still do it sometimes. But all that matters right now is that I love myself and that I try my very best to be healthy and happy. It’s really hard. Especially since I never got ‘real’ treatment. I fight against my own and I’m still trying to win but I’m glad I haven’t lost the fight yet. I keep fighting because I want to inspire people. I want to show them that you can make it through. I want to give them hope. Because I truly believe everyone can make it through. ♥ 

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